.. the world in march

i saw changeling the other day, it t'was a very very heart touching movie. i even cried, if u could possilby imagine, i dont usually cry at movies,?!

but it was based on a true story, and touched my heart deeply, i still hadnt recovered from the movie 1 hour later, took me a good night to rub off...

it was a true story about a lady loosing her son, and never giving up the search for him, even though he may have already been killed by a psycho guy who kills and chops up kids on his chicken ranch farm!! how sick and distorted is that.. makes me sick to tink people could do that to kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wil kill them if i could.

i was having the BLUEST monday ever today, i felt so down, so sad, so depressed, and i dint know what about. i need to learn to appreciate my job more, and to love what i do. to be blessed that i have a job in this economic crisis. sigh. but it was so blue, i wanted to walk out of work and not return for the day, but of cousre i forced my self to return.

i've been having major headaches for the past week, i dont know what the heck is wrong with me! dying? tumour? or wat.. goodness me.

im going to purchcase a new weighing scale, cos i think my one at home is faulty, it says i've lost 3 kg, which i dont believe!!!! so out to buy a new one to prove my self wrong or right.

im very much looking forward to the end of april melbourne here i come... going to have a jolly time with LZ, CL and co. let the fun times begin, im in desperate need of a holiday. sigh

discovered that some people really cannot be trusted, you trust them with your life (kinda) you share to them everything and in the end you realise what kind of person they truly are...

end of the days are approaching soon... i can feel it.

i felt so frustrated with a certain male. he really pissed the shit out of me. his gf controls his life and who he talks to.. he needs to grow real balls and a real cock.

friendship is so over rated. friends that u THINK are frends, are acutually bitching about you behind your back.

every day i learn im such a sinful person, filled wit so much more sin than the previous day. why does this God i know and love choose to forgive me time and time again...

Hes a gracious God, thats why.

oh march faster go, april may come, december may u be the light shining through my dark tunnel.