Monday, June 8, 2009

` that was then, and now is now

Finally, found the time to blog. well not really found the time but got off my lazy bum to blog haha..
The long weekend has finally come to a screeching end, and has made me extremely sad and depressed to go back to work tomorrow, haha.. the dread of going to work.. gosh.

Yesterday i went to this Life Line book fest at the convention centre, life line is like a charity that helps the poor or something by selling 2nd hand books for really cheap.. man there were so many books too bad i didnt take a photo. but there were heaps. they were all old dirty and some quite dusty. after looking around for an hour i was already tired and wanted to sleep lol, but h&r love books so much they continued to look at more books lol. as for me, i just was their trolley, just sittting there and lookning after the books, as i am really not that much of a book fan, but i did buy a few books for l as requested.. i am amazed at how much people love books, that they could stay there for more than 3 hours to just look at books... haha, the passions that some poeple have.. for me i think i rather be baking or cooking... or sleeping haha.. or desiging some stuff.. like brochures or posters. i guess it all comes down to what you as an individual like to do in your free time, and some people well just like to read books. it was really funny cos, there was a guy who was kinda like the announcements guy, he would like just be kinda promoting certain books and stuff and was like the guy to go to if u lost your mom or dad after been too engrossed in searching for books.
There was one funny incident that happened i think someone must've been soooo engrossed in looknig at books tat their family had to page him/her and not only once but 3 times! haha...
the announcement guy (Who was dressed up like those tour guides in the jungle) was saying "your family is waiting for you at the counter" and then the 2nd one followed... "your family is waiing for you in the seating area or something like that i cant remember... and then "your family has gone to the car, dont worry they havent left without you they are just waiting for u in the car".... lol it was SO FUNNY...i was really tempted to do that to h&r haha.. just for laughs sake but i didnt.. darn i should've.

Went to see state of Play too, it was pretty good. intense, and confusing but i liked it. i dont like russell crowe though. and i cant understand why some ppl think he is really sexy.

Anyway, with less than 3 months to go for l&j's wedding, i have some SERIOUS shedding of fat to do.......... and its even tougher with this cold weather. how do people find motivation to exercise man, i really wish i had that motivation. i kinda really need it now..
so im back on a diet. I can only eat well in the weekends, and week days will be very mundane boring food for dinner such as JUICE or maybe just vegetables and eggs............ the sacrificies you have to make to be thin! sigh! but i think its worth it, yet i dont know if i can get rid of all the fat in my body.
i think everyone put on weight, looknig back to past photos, i can reallyyyyy see how much weight I HAVE put on and others too lol.. its depressing to see. but i must loose at least 3-5kg before october.. This is the heaviest i've ever been in my life.... its really really bad.
i love food too much, its just always in mind that i want to eat.. this love for food needs to stop immediatleyyyyy!!! i must get back to my old weight!!!!

i even wanted to go on Lite n easy, but it is so expensive. d recommmened Jenny craig in which that reminds me to go and check out thier program i may have to join. haha

Words do no justice to what i am saying , photos they just tell a different story altogheter..


This is me like a few years ago, i think 3 or 4 years....................... OMG.

and this is me now =(


the difference is quite shocking is it not? haha... oh boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
anyway my goal is to make it back to picture number 1.. I must!!!!

the only people that i know who have remained the same till this day are ee lee and lizhi.
everyone else, sorry to say has gone slimmer or put on weight..........

haha, i think age does that to us, and i think now as we are older, our metabolism is gona get slower and slower, therefore making it harder and harder to loose weight!!!