and how i dread to wake up from my bed every monday, its such a chore, one of the hardest things i do on a monday is waking up.
I also want to take note of the fact that the NICEST feeling in the world, is when you are really busting to go wee or poo, like ultra busting as in you're gonna crap your pants or pee your pants, and u make it to the toilet and u sit down, and you let it all PLOP out into the bowl.. whether it be wee or poo...... the feeling after and flushing the toilet is so great :) haha, honestly, i felt such a great sense of relief when it all plonked out......... theres no greater feeling than to feel relieved, its the best feeling in the world!!!
on a side note, my Lovely yaris "CHAD" sedan silver, was recalled back a few weeks ago, well i think around 1 million plus plus yaris's were called back due to some safety crap, the seatbelts and air bags were not functioning so in an accident i would die. so today my dad helped take my car to get it fixed....
my lovely yaris is back to functionability :) . happy for you chad. you still make my heart tingle and im so happy to lay my eyes on your beautiful (but dirty) exterior and interior every day! glad your all working well and fine again. tomrorow i will feed you some unleaded e10, becos it is cheap on tuesday!
nothing much has been happening of late. i've been doing my usual pondering about life and its many problems. I also know and realise everything heals in its own time. relationships are formed at it's own time. everything takes time. no matter how impatient i may be, i need to wait. wait and continue to wait. i slept alot this weekend, excessive amounts but yet i'm still tired and i intend to go to sleep soon too.
on a side note, it was valentines day on the 14th, and i just want to emphasize on its total overrateness, i mean its great to have valentines day, dont hold any thing aganist it (and im not saying this cos i am single) but yeah i had a fulfilling valentines day spent with friends :) buttttt on the other hand it is SO OVERRATED......... every Flower on earth is like x100 more than usual days bears, chocolates all prices sky rocket....... and florists make a killer on this day. I'm sure they can sell a dozen roses for $100 ++. The thing i never understood is why people like flowers (sure they're pretty, and if the other person likes them give it lah) but its a waste of money at the end of the day. i'll only give flowers if the other person really likes them, but to me if someone gets me flowers i will scold them for wasting money. Flowers die in the end. why not get something longer lasting, like treat a meal, or something tat can be used. practicality. valentines is not only for BGR but also friendships too! love goes all around. frends, gfs, bfs everyone! but i believe if u really love your frend or your gf or bf, valentines day should be an every day thing not just on the 14th feb u treat them so nicely, shower them with love, gifts, etc, but make every day a valentines day.
sometimes i wonder why we / i make the efforts we make on certain people. why do we take that extra time to spend with that someone, or why do we continue to make effort to maintain the friendship when clearly the other is not bothering? at the end of the day people get tired, and people give up... people get put off you altogether and move on with their lifes. i think in some cases, thats what i have to do. get up, and move on along. theres only so much love, so much effort and so much time you can give someone. when those actions are not been reciprocated, its indeed the most draining thing in life, and relationships are meant to be full of joy. i'm talking about friendships here too.
what makes someone a great friend? the saying goes, something like if u want to have close frends be one first? i dono lah something like that. to me, friendship is all about giving, not only of material things, but giving of your time, your effort, your energy. its not only about giving, but about trusting that other person, it's about lending that listening ear , its about offering that shoulder to cry on, its about been there not only in the good times but in the bad times. sometimes friendship though is about expecting nothing in return, but of cosure i think we all find that hard to do, even me. but i try not to expect so much from people, cos people fail you. i'll give what i can give. i'll do what i can do, i want my love for my close frends to be boundless and one tat has no end... i'd do anything for some of them. !!! whats life if you haven't really found and cherished those close bonded frendships that you've made, i'd surely regret it if i did not give everyhting; that also sustains in a gf/bf relationship.
relatonships are hard work! to maintain them especially! but i tink its all worth it in the end. God indeed created us all here to be loved by our partners and our friends. and honestly, i couldn't thank Him Enough for the people he's put in my life.
cos they are totally smackerdingimaroo awesome.
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