` hell on earth.. as they say

yes, the news has been broadcasting hell on earth in australia, becos of the bush fires that have been happening of late.

victoria has had the worst bush fires in the history of fires in australia, up to now, 200 people have died....... goodness me. they are doing all these sort of appeals and stuff to help re build these townships and stuff.

its very sad acutally, but i dont relaly feel all that much haha... im sadddened by it but not that sad..as in i wouldnt cry tears for them, just yet. but sad.

i just coudlnt really understand how people could die in fires, when u see the fire, woudlnt u just run, run , run?! instead they stayed, stayed, stayed?!? i guess i would as well, to grab all my belongings. but yeah, apparently in USA when ur house is on fire, its by law that u must immediately evacuate and take nothing, but here in australia, they give u the right to get stuff from your home... i guess they could be soon changing that law.

makes me wonder what the world is coming to....... all the war goin on in the world, the economic crisis of the world (AND YET still people are spending like crazy, booking air asia flights still..? haha.... super cheap btw)..... we are in crisis yet people are still travelling, spending money like no tomorrow and yes this includes myself..... such a place to be in. 2009 is gona be one hell of a journey i reckon. sometimes i felt that im not living in a reality, that all these things are just one big fat dream, but then i am awake.

sometimes i think if im just dreaming even if im awake - if u get wt i mean. sometimes i think my life is just one big dream.... ha ha,but then i guess this is wen im way too free to think way too much.. and must be emoing soon i think...

i have registered mail to collect tomrorow i am really scared its a bill or a parking fine or speeding ticket or something o.O....

i exercised today after 1 week of NO exercise WHAT SO EVER. and boy did i die........... at the last 2 minutes i felt shortness of breath... and everything.. my whole world wanted to cave in, and i wanted to curl up and die. haha gosh, exercise is plain torture. beauty is pain as they say!
i sweated like no other. and i only managed to loose 90 calories. which is jack all.. haiz, tomorwo again another battle with the exercise machine..... 8kg is not going to come off easy especially when im this addicted to food!!!!

the heat is a killer too. i wish winter to be upon us soon.. i cant survive in this heat.. typing, also makes me feel hot n sweaty.

anyway, my heart really goes out to those families who lost thier homes and to those that lost their loved ones, tat is the greatest devestation of all... loosing those that u love and hold most dearly to your heart. rest in peace.