` A new year, A new Blog

I have finally decided to blog again.... which is a revelation in itself, acutally you can thank melly for that, persuaded me to start blogging again, and OH, the resurfacing of my 1998 Diary from high school, omg i cant believe i still kept it after all this while and to read all the rubbish i wrote......


But i think this time around its a bit different, its a more personal one, where i just wana vent, scream, be happy, be depressed, be emo, all in a blog without having to be under the scrutiny of others and thier lousy opinions and comments.... so to those who wanna give lousy comments, stuff you.

I apologise now for bad language used, sexual references made and anything that may offend anyone, its kinda my blog right. so just let me be.


as you can see to the right of my blog are fellow bloggers, to be honest i thought i'd have much more friends that blogged (Close ones anyway, cos i couldnt be bothered to put those kinda stranger friends in) but i guess 90% of my friends are not bloggers at all, they are callers, sms'ers and writers by hand.... so i ended up with 3 people just! haha, how wonderful.


as for the beginnning of this ugly year, comes to beginning of this not so ugly blog.... fingers crossed that i will:


a) continue to blogggggg

b) continue to bloggggg all year

c) continue to blog for a very long time to come and

d) all of the above.


i am so lazy to blog to be honest, but i think since i am so free (living in the most boring city in the world), i may as well, right.......... and i also think it's a good way to improve my very very deteriorating english skills and grammar! i cant spell properly now, i cant form good sentances, and my english just plain sucks..... I would like to thank the greatttttttttt malaysian friends who have influenced me, that have surrounded me with their ever so cool malaysian english lah!!hhahahaa jokes, not you guys fault at all, I am to blame, fully.


This year, i hope to get a pay rise, to loose 8Kg, to exericse till i die, to save more money, to develop and deepen my friendships wit frends, to make more frends, and last but not least most importantly to deepen my relationship with God and to stop backsliding...